Rain pouring down and as my tears tried not to pour out last
night. IT doesn’t change anything
between us. It doesn’t matter what
you tell me anymore. You will
never act on me and I could wait an entire lifetime for you, because I just
believe that much. And you’d just
stand back; puzzled, wondering how much will she take.
Do you judge me for believing in a love
you don’t feel? I judge me
sometimes. Why? Because I know better than to believe in something I have never
felt. Something that I feel now,
but completely isolated and alone.
You abandoned me, you left US just as a me.
What do I do with this textured heart now? I’m lost without
knowing its ok to love you, not even expecting you to love me back. I don’t think you ever will and if your
mangled heart loves again I’ll still be happy for you. But for now I’ll match the rain tear
for tear. I can never say it
enough. Reciprocity is so
incredibly underrated.
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